~metamorfosis si dara kapoor~

korang kenal tak sape minah ni? inilah dia artis bollywood yg aku minat. dalam bebanyak artis pempuan bollywood aku suka dia - kareena kapoor. dulu nila rupa dia. kembang-membang. boroi. debab. berlemak. pipi dia, uhhh... cam menyampah je tengok...

inilah dia skrg... the new kareena kapoor... fuyoh!!! tersangatla kurus dan seksi-meksi. da jadi semakin cantik, tertarik, ko memang d bom la. aduh... teramatla jelesny aku kat dia skrg. lagi pic dia...

inila dia d new kareena kapoor dalam filem 'takshan' tak salah aku. da tak malu g berbikini. kalo aku la skrg dgn bentuk badan yg skrg ni, malu siot... my 'excess of tummy' is hanging on my underwear la. buruk bebenor rupaku berbikini begini pada masa-masa ini. benci tgk badan dia coz cemburu! layan lagi...

haa... tengokla belakang badan dia. sexyback lady. huh! nampak tulang betol. dulu dia mana ada tulang gini. tulang dia dulu cam tulang belakang aku yg terkini. bila tekan, rasa daging dulu baru tulang... kalo dia yg skrg ni tekan je, terus rasa tulang. sedih betol aku... dulu time sekola, aku kurus canila. time diploma pon... skrg... mengalahkan mummies... oh, mummy!

ini pic pasport aku dolukala time diploma... dulu, pic ni pon aku da rasa buruk n gemok. tp, bila time skrg, aku rasa inila pic yg d best n cuter among other pasport pics aku...

ini ni, pic aku d latest. da gemok da... tak macam dulu-dulu... burukla... aku tak suka rupa bentuk badan aku skrg. aku menggemokkan diri sebegini selama 6 tahun, sikit demi sikit. dulu aku tak pedulipon soal makan coz aku kurus. aku makan bontot ayam tetiap ari rabu time kat perak dulu coz ada pasar malam. then aku makan ayam banyak-banyak. makan nasi berlauk. then aku banyak tido. aku mmg pemalas bersenam. tak pernah pon. tak suka. time sekola je... itupon dolukala pny cerita. skrg, aku stil gemok... bila tah nak kurus. da cuba macam-macam. lax 9 la dari ombak besar, jusmate la dari dr rozmey. tak best. tekstur mcm taik. yg jusmate lak manisny ya ampun, tak tertelan. lagi, aku makan oat je... tak best. aku suka makan... tutamany ayam. lama-lama muka aku pon jadi mcm ayam. oh, jangan jadi pengecut cam ayam dahla...

~por tu, thalia~

inila dia artis fav aku. thalia sodi. aku kenal dia melalui lakonan dalam telenovela 'maria mercedes' n 'rosalinda' time sekola dulu. aku suka gila kat minah ni. da la cun, pandai berlakon, suara soprano giler best... badan lawa siot, so curvy. berangan nak jadi cam diala... tapi tak kot. lagi pic dia kat bawah...

cun la thalia ni... aku suka sangat tengok dia. dari zaman anak dara sampaila da kawin anak sorang. dia kawin dgn david motolla yg michael jackson benci tu. kirany suami dia ni bekas suami mariah carey dulu. kaya tu hubby dia. mogul muzik lagi tu. sape tak kenal sony... lagi pic dia kat bawah time pregnantkan erika...

ini time dia tengah pregnant anak perempuan sulungny, erika. eiii, suka sangat tengok pic ni. tengah pregnant pon melaram g. dasar selebriti. suka sangat thalia miranda sodi ni. memang suka tengok dia. kat bawah ni pic thalia yg paling aku suka...

thalia yg seksi! lawala baju dia... tapi badan dia g lawa. aku suka sangat. nak pakaila korset mcm dia... hehehe... thalia, thalia...

~sweetheart~

oh! look at my boy smilin to me... how adorable... hehehe. from my eyes, he's such an adorable person. i dono how u guys see him. it doesn't matter. beauty is subjective. hehe... diz is my man. i called him b/bebeb/bebot/yayang/larlin/abang=p/si cumel... so many nicknames, u see. we were both known each other since 6 years back. when i was studyin for my diploma at perak. he was a senior from accountancy fac meanwhile i was his junior but in different fac la. how did we met? we met in a bus! an ugly, buruk bus. general bus, dat was its name. it was happened when my campus gave its community to go off to home, took break for about a week for sport days. so, my friend named kak linor/ismanorlinor n i were going back together. we jumped on d bus which was already waitin for us. it was a friday noon. no free seats left. d whole seats in dat bus were occupied, but not all seats. there were persons sat alone. so, kak linor took a seat beside a guy n so did i. i took a glance of him. he's looked like benji at first. i dislike his look. but, he's charmin. he was smilin to me, i repayed. time's elapsed... both of us kept silent. then, he was suddenly started d conversations. we exchanged phone numbers. he was good speaker i thought. so much to talk about when we were together. when d bus reached at medan kid, so, we splitted out. i thought it stopped there. but then i saw him kept followin me. it was realy annoyin. i dislike his way. he tried to speak wif me then, to hav chit-chat somehow, but i treated him willy-nilly. kak linor was d one who treatin him. i juz made my own way - readin newspaper. then, we were both off n headin to kl... i saw him took his bus to his hometown. he waved me, n so did i... at dat nite, i'm not so sure who between us was started smsin each other... but, since then, we were becomin closer... n know each other. d relationship goes well until now. i love him so much... there were a lot of things, either badness or goodness dat both of us hav passed thru. it can be said dat i already knew him well. unlike anyone else... n i hope dat our loveship wil be ended in a bliss way - a legal couple of hubby n honey soonest=) amen, insyallah...

~childhood~

diz is d lil me, in my childhood era la. d boy is my cousin, named kamal mukamil abdul razak which i called him 'abang kamal'. he is so responsible, nicey, so funny bla bla bla... now, he's already married to kak farah. i'l upload his latest pic sooner or later. i'm at d midle of d 3. hehehe. wearin d same color like his. am i cute, guys? everyone who see me, even tough now, love to pinch on my cheeks. they love mine. but i dislike it... it's too big now. next to me is my lovely sista, hakimah ismam which i called her 'dikkim'. she's a very good girl, responsible, reserved, shy but strict, affectionate, lovely bla bla bla... sometimes, i assumed her like my elder sista but actually i am d eldest! d lil gurl in front of me whom lifted her right hand up, lookin cuter, named hamidah ismam. she's my sista too, d 3rd one. i called her 'dikdah'. she's a very happy-go-lucky girl, damn funny, talkative, affectionate, amiable bla bla bla... i realy can get along wif her. we were close to each other. dikkim also close wif us but as she's a lil bit reserved, so, we communicate in other means. i love my sistas so much... both of them. oh, i forgot to mention about my lil notty brother, aliff ameer ismam. he's d youngest in fam. he's now 17 years old and waitin for spm's exam. he's a notty one within our fam. he's so unpredictable, nuisance=p, lovely, handsome bla bla bla... i always can't get along wif him as we are both like cat n dog when meetin. i dono y... he always make my blood goes up. but actually, he's a caring one, only bad temper occasionally. i do love him. he's d only brother among siblings. but, in recallin my past memory, i stil remember dat, we were both close previosly, when both of us were young. maybe, as time goes by, i went to d university, long time no see him, so, d relationship became fade a lil bit, unlike before. but it's ok, he's stil my brother til forever. i love my siblings... n my cousins... i'l upload their pics sooner or later.

~aku~

aku. aku adalah aku. d real name of mine is hafizah ismam. but some call me as fiza, or some call me as kid/kiddo/kitto/aikido... it's doesn't matterla asalkan they'r referring to me. i'm d eldest among 4 siblings, 3 girls, a boy. my mama's name's atikah & ayah's name's as u knowla... i was born on 28 of july 1986 at selangor d.e. malaysiala of course. wat else ya... maybe till herela kot. surface aje... i'm such a newborn here lagipun. orait, testing first... hehehe... halo to u guys. all of u... i mean, wish u bliss & happiness in watever u do... n in ur future undertakings... peace!